I think I may be a lesbian?! I’m 18. Since I was 13 I’ve…
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I think I may be a lesbian?!
I’m 18. Since I was 13 I’ve identified as bi - I’ve always known I like women. But anyway lalalala I got all caught up in male validation and I pursued a load of men, and I’m only know realising that I have never been sexually attracted to a single one of them. I’ve been attached before (I have a huge problem with attachment issues) but never sexually attracted. Not to be crude but when I think about vulvas I’m like EEEE and I want to scream and laugh and die with happiness, and when I think about penises I’m like… oh, sure okay I guess then I’ll like, touch it, if you want?
I’m kind of freaking out though. I think I have a lot of internalised homophobia which I am ashamed to admit but I am really scared to say anything to anyone in case I’m wrong, and also because I’m currently sleeping with this guy for validation and I’m not ready to stop (even though I am not turned on by him in the slightest).
Is it weird if I tell my literature teacher? I know he’s an ally because he is the only person I’ve heard talk about lesbians neutrally without doing the whole ‘this LESBIAN woman’ exaggeration thing.i don
#adult
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I’m 18. Since I was 13 I’ve identified as bi - I’ve always known I like women. But anyway lalalala I got all caught up in male validation and I pursued a load of men, and I’m only know realising that I have never been sexually attracted to a single one of them. I’ve been attached before (I have a huge problem with attachment issues) but never sexually attracted. Not to be crude but when I think about vulvas I’m like EEEE and I want to scream and laugh and die with happiness, and when I think about penises I’m like… oh, sure okay I guess then I’ll like, touch it, if you want?
I’m kind of freaking out though. I think I have a lot of internalised homophobia which I am ashamed to admit but I am really scared to say anything to anyone in case I’m wrong, and also because I’m currently sleeping with this guy for validation and I’m not ready to stop (even though I am not turned on by him in the slightest).
Is it weird if I tell my literature teacher? I know he’s an ally because he is the only person I’ve heard talk about lesbians neutrally without doing the whole ‘this LESBIAN woman’ exaggeration thing.i don
#adult
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