The feeling that make me feel like im being ungrateful…
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The feeling that make me feel like im being ungrateful..
As the post states, I'm so done with this rn..
So, the point is I don't know from where this concept came from in my mind that it doesn't let me complain to anyone especially my husband cuz now he is the one I'm with most of the time. Whenever I want to complain, it feels like I'm being ungrateful for the things he is providing already.. like if he didn't bring me flower while he treats me so dearly, I be like, "Don't just say shit for one flower." When I complain, it is the guilt then that starts eating me up that you have already eaten three meals. You have nice clothes while millions of people don't have that luxury, so I just don't know what to do.. but I feel frustrated sometimes by this thing..
And that is not the whole thing. The other part is that when I feel that I being an ungrateful person, then I feel like Allah will punish me and will take someone from me or some dear one to me..
How could I overcome this fear of being like that??
Overall, I'm not that bad, I take care of my people, I help people idk what else..
#religion
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As the post states, I'm so done with this rn..
So, the point is I don't know from where this concept came from in my mind that it doesn't let me complain to anyone especially my husband cuz now he is the one I'm with most of the time. Whenever I want to complain, it feels like I'm being ungrateful for the things he is providing already.. like if he didn't bring me flower while he treats me so dearly, I be like, "Don't just say shit for one flower." When I complain, it is the guilt then that starts eating me up that you have already eaten three meals. You have nice clothes while millions of people don't have that luxury, so I just don't know what to do.. but I feel frustrated sometimes by this thing..
And that is not the whole thing. The other part is that when I feel that I being an ungrateful person, then I feel like Allah will punish me and will take someone from me or some dear one to me..
How could I overcome this fear of being like that??
Overall, I'm not that bad, I take care of my people, I help people idk what else..
#religion
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