Am I lesbian, bisexual, or asexual? Growing up I felt like…
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Am I lesbian, bisexual, or asexual?
Growing up I felt like I had to force myself to find men attractive. When I was younger I always had characters I thought were “pretty“, and they were all Cisgender females. I have dated a couple guys but each time they tried to hold my hand or get affectionate I felt like I wanted to vomit. I had a wonderful boyfriend who was perfect in every way (sweet, always remembered my niche interests, etc) but the closest I felt was when we were just friends. I kinda liked him but felt peer pressured by my own brain in a way. After we started dating I immediately could not go any further than holding hands. I had this girl when I was younger who I had a crush on and it was the first time I genuinely felt butterflies. However the thought of getting intimate with anyone really just freaks me out although it might just be me being immature. I also can still say “yeah that man is attractive” however the thought of dating that man just grosses me out. Thoughts?
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Growing up I felt like I had to force myself to find men attractive. When I was younger I always had characters I thought were “pretty“, and they were all Cisgender females. I have dated a couple guys but each time they tried to hold my hand or get affectionate I felt like I wanted to vomit. I had a wonderful boyfriend who was perfect in every way (sweet, always remembered my niche interests, etc) but the closest I felt was when we were just friends. I kinda liked him but felt peer pressured by my own brain in a way. After we started dating I immediately could not go any further than holding hands. I had this girl when I was younger who I had a crush on and it was the first time I genuinely felt butterflies. However the thought of getting intimate with anyone really just freaks me out although it might just be me being immature. I also can still say “yeah that man is attractive” however the thought of dating that man just grosses me out. Thoughts?
#adult
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