socially awkward and avoidant I had a mental break down…
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socially awkward and avoidant
I had a mental break down tonight because i’m so socially anxious and avoidant towards everyone in public. i’m so jealous of those who can strike up a conversation with anyone, peoples first impression of me is that im a bitch because i genuinely don’t know how to talk to people or make friends. i do have friends from the past but i always flake on them, or when they invite me to go out with them and their own friends, i avoid everything. im so scared of the world and im so sick and tired of it. i wish i was free to just laugh and speak my mind. i’m such a debby downer but deep down im a very kind person, i am a very big people pleaser. i dont know how to say no, and i always give people the benefit of the doubt. i hate gossiping about people , i always have good intentions with everyone. but im so scared to take space, i have interviews coming up and im so sad because i can’t fully express myself
for those that will day join groups, put yourself out there, it’s so hard i have such a big fear of it. i had to start taking antidepressants
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I had a mental break down tonight because i’m so socially anxious and avoidant towards everyone in public. i’m so jealous of those who can strike up a conversation with anyone, peoples first impression of me is that im a bitch because i genuinely don’t know how to talk to people or make friends. i do have friends from the past but i always flake on them, or when they invite me to go out with them and their own friends, i avoid everything. im so scared of the world and im so sick and tired of it. i wish i was free to just laugh and speak my mind. i’m such a debby downer but deep down im a very kind person, i am a very big people pleaser. i dont know how to say no, and i always give people the benefit of the doubt. i hate gossiping about people , i always have good intentions with everyone. but im so scared to take space, i have interviews coming up and im so sad because i can’t fully express myself
for those that will day join groups, put yourself out there, it’s so hard i have such a big fear of it. i had to start taking antidepressants
#relationships
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