How do you get motivated to do something of you life if…
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How do you get motivated to do something of you life if you’re already set for a comfortable one?
First off, I know how petty this all will sound, and I want to be clear of how grateful of my situation I am. I have the financial stability most people dream of, and I’m not complaining about it at all.
I lost my dad at 14, and inherited enough money to live really comfortably probably for the rest of my life if I don’t waste it all on dumb stuff. I live off of the revenue it generates. My mom was never the authority type, that was my dad and he would probably be the one who pushed me to do something of my life. My mom is very submissive, and she was never able to set real boundaries for what I asked her, so I grew up getting whatever I wanted.
Now at 25, I’m immensely ashamed of it. I have no career, spend my days doing what I want and although I’m grateful for it, I’m desperate to do something, and earn others respect and admiration.
I hate when people ask me “what do you do?” Cause the answer is “nothing, I live off of my late dad’s money” and that will always come with judgment, so I just choose to not meet new people. And don’t even get me started on relationships… how the fuck would I meet a nice partner if they nothing to admire about me? If they can’t see a future with me?
I really want to do something of my life so I can finally proudly talk about myself, but I’m so desperate about it that I can’t accept that anything I start now will take time, so I just never do anything.
#inspiration
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First off, I know how petty this all will sound, and I want to be clear of how grateful of my situation I am. I have the financial stability most people dream of, and I’m not complaining about it at all.
I lost my dad at 14, and inherited enough money to live really comfortably probably for the rest of my life if I don’t waste it all on dumb stuff. I live off of the revenue it generates. My mom was never the authority type, that was my dad and he would probably be the one who pushed me to do something of my life. My mom is very submissive, and she was never able to set real boundaries for what I asked her, so I grew up getting whatever I wanted.
Now at 25, I’m immensely ashamed of it. I have no career, spend my days doing what I want and although I’m grateful for it, I’m desperate to do something, and earn others respect and admiration.
I hate when people ask me “what do you do?” Cause the answer is “nothing, I live off of my late dad’s money” and that will always come with judgment, so I just choose to not meet new people. And don’t even get me started on relationships… how the fuck would I meet a nice partner if they nothing to admire about me? If they can’t see a future with me?
I really want to do something of my life so I can finally proudly talk about myself, but I’m so desperate about it that I can’t accept that anything I start now will take time, so I just never do anything.
#inspiration
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