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I feel like certain people dont respect me
I feel like certain people dont respect me
There are some people in my life that constantly belittle me and make fun of me, one of them is my classmate and the second one is my older brother.
The classmate makes fun of the fact that I have familial tremors, among other things. He makes light of the fact that Ive never had a girlfriend, the part that makes it so much worse is, he's right, Ive struggled with women ever since Ive been interested in that. I ask myself, why me? constantly. He doesnt put other people through that shit, just me. Anytime he doesnt come to school, I know subconsciously that the day is going to be good.
On the other hand, the biggest piece of shit Ive ever had the displeasure of knowing is my own flesh and blood. Ive tried to build a good relationship with him, but nothing works, he never tries to make amends with me, hes never apologised to me.
One time I was driving us to run some errands and we stopped at an intersection, the only words he spoke to me, the entire drive, were "dont stall". I fucking stalled the car at a green light, which hasnt happened to me since drivers ed, and he unleashed a tirade of insults at me.
My parents are great, but they resent the fact that I smoke cigarettes, theyve never told me this, but they make it known to me through their actions, which is one of the reasons why they are always on his side, anytime I complained about his behaviour they chalked it up to university stress or hormones.
This has happened to me before, but those people I could just cut off, the problem with these 2 is that I see them all day every day. I dont know what to do.
#relationships
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I feel like certain people dont respect me
There are some people in my life that constantly belittle me and make fun of me, one of them is my classmate and the second one is my older brother.
The classmate makes fun of the fact that I have familial tremors, among other things. He makes light of the fact that Ive never had a girlfriend, the part that makes it so much worse is, he's right, Ive struggled with women ever since Ive been interested in that. I ask myself, why me? constantly. He doesnt put other people through that shit, just me. Anytime he doesnt come to school, I know subconsciously that the day is going to be good.
On the other hand, the biggest piece of shit Ive ever had the displeasure of knowing is my own flesh and blood. Ive tried to build a good relationship with him, but nothing works, he never tries to make amends with me, hes never apologised to me.
One time I was driving us to run some errands and we stopped at an intersection, the only words he spoke to me, the entire drive, were "dont stall". I fucking stalled the car at a green light, which hasnt happened to me since drivers ed, and he unleashed a tirade of insults at me.
My parents are great, but they resent the fact that I smoke cigarettes, theyve never told me this, but they make it known to me through their actions, which is one of the reasons why they are always on his side, anytime I complained about his behaviour they chalked it up to university stress or hormones.
This has happened to me before, but those people I could just cut off, the problem with these 2 is that I see them all day every day. I dont know what to do.
#relationships
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