Goal: Better at articulating the thoughts in my head to achieve a flow state.
I was working on something recently and someone asked me, "Where did that number come from?"
I took it literally and went, "Oh, I was copying all that data from that other excel file and this was also part of it."
They go, "Nah, you should know that means the total of everything in this column."
I already knew that..... I just.... Mess up answering all the time.
I can't seem to communicate what's in my head. Even when I get really excited about a book or movie, I can't talk about it. There's so much in my head and nothing at the same time.
Let's say I do manage to yap, I still stutter and stammer and struggle to reach a flow state. I either over explain, under explain, or enter a loop about saying the same thing over and over. I also keep constanly thinking about whether I am in a flow state.
I would love to be a skilled conversationalist and have the strength to explain my ideas. #relationships source