I feel like I'm living my life in pleasure mode always looking for the easy way low effort high reward type. I'm home all day and just do few house chores here and there. But in terms of working on my actual self and creating a stable future ahead umm I'm not doing nothing simply zero impact and that's what I'm feeling worried about. I seem to be living in a rut. And im aware of the time passing by but I'm neglecting the impact and the consequences it will have in my life. It's like I'm spending so much time in the phone using the same repetitive apps and living in this autopilot phase. I guess I'm seeking pleasure and comfort over hard work and stress that is fundamental for self growth.
I worry about my life alot because I've not been taking accountability over the last 8-9 yrs or so. Basically I would say ever since high school finished. And I'm reaching my 30s soon yet I do not have basics covered and have zero clue about securing the future too. I'm going with the flow but that flow is just pleasure and comfort. And I'm living in wrong dilemma that things will get better with time but nothing in life gets better when your not putting effort and taking necessary actions. #inspiration source