I've been feeling a little off lately. Nothing matters AND…
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I've been feeling a little off lately.
Nothing matters AND everything matters—at the same time.
I don't really feel like being around people - and yet I'm constantly dealing with people.
Everything seems so pointless—like a game—with no prize at the end.
I feel lost, alone in a fake world with fake people who probably don't care about me at all.
I tell myself that I don't need anyone, and that's true—I can certainly manage on my own—but for what?
What really matters?
At what point did I lose myself?
Nothing matters AND everything matters—at the same time.
I don't really feel like being around people - and yet I'm constantly dealing with people.
Everything seems so pointless—like a game—with no prize at the end.
I feel lost, alone in a fake world with fake people who probably don't care about me at all.
I tell myself that I don't need anyone, and that's true—I can certainly manage on my own—but for what?
What really matters?
At what point did I lose myself?
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the constant need for approval and self-improvement can be soul-crushing in a timeline where we roam aimlessly.. when im at my worst i remember a quote that makes existence a little more acceptable: " statistically you shouldnt even be alive. " its weird and a little cowardly but it turns the endless ego death spiral of 'nothing matters' into something id call a 'bonus stage'. it takes away the pressure of having to be a worthy member of society. you weren't born into this world by choice, but you are still in it by choice. when stuck: realizing that freedom can be liberating.
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I feel the same way too .. when you see all the patterns and it feels like your body mind and your soul doesn’t fit for that that world but you are forcing yourself to become part of it … so I’m charging my humility bank lol 😂
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I've never tried to fit in there. I do what needs to be done, but I don't force myself into any box.
hello again
you didn't lose yourself ... you just found it
takes time to recognize yourself
i have been there , don't be sad
you are in awakening phase
you didn't lose yourself ... you just found it
takes time to recognize yourself
i have been there , don't be sad
you are in awakening phase
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Not what you feel (described in post) but what will come after the feelings. That's what I mean.
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Ich hoffe, das ist nur ein vorübergehender Zustand, jeder hat mal einen schlechten Tag...
Lass dich nicht entmutigen, tu etwas, das deiner Seele guttut! 🙏❤️🥰
Lass dich nicht entmutigen, tu etwas, das deiner Seele guttut! 🙏❤️🥰
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Ich trage diese Gedanken schon lange mit mir rum. Ich gebe ja nicht auf, aber... die Frage "Wozu?" ist schon recht laut.
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Ja, ich weiß, dass du diese Gedanken schon lange mit dir herumträgst. Das sind typische Anzeichen einer Depression. Du weißt es auch.
Ich habe oft ähnliche Gedanken, aber ich kann sie überwinden. Weil ich weiß, dass meine Tiere täglich auf meine Pflege warten, kann ich mich nicht selbst vernachlässigen.
Es braucht immer ein Ziel, das mir hilft.
Man muss damit leben...
Ich habe oft ähnliche Gedanken, aber ich kann sie überwinden. Weil ich weiß, dass meine Tiere täglich auf meine Pflege warten, kann ich mich nicht selbst vernachlässigen.
Es braucht immer ein Ziel, das mir hilft.
Man muss damit leben...
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Keine Sorge, ich vernachlässige nichts und niemanden. 😘
Vielleicht finde ich eines Tages die Antwort...
Vielleicht finde ich eines Tages die Antwort...
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