I just got laid off from a company downsizing. Nothing to do with my performance. In fact I was doing great. I almost completed a year here and it was all over with phonecall in the middle of the afternoon. I'm in my 20s, and this was my first proper job.
Idk how to feel. There's relief but mostly a mixture of shame, embarrassment and fear for the future. The only person I've told is my mom. I'm so ashamed to tell others about this. I feel like they're going to judge me or something although I know it's stupid to assume that.
Moreover I just feel like absolute shit. Something that was part of my routine for a year just taken away in an instant. Tell me its going to get better. #business source