every year feels like I'm failing and failing I lost my…
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every year feels like I'm failing and failing
I lost my mother just a year ago and my father few years ago, and their friends came to visit me and my siblings to pay respect. I just felt like a failure towards them because they were just concerned and just asking how do you guys live your life and financially wise. I felt like a failure because I'm already at an age where I'm supposed to get my life together and should be a functioning adult in society. Yet here I am living in someone shadow. I don't earn, I don't contribute, Im not standing on my two feet independent and being a capable person. I failed to overcome my fears. I didn't do the things I said out to do and top of that having to lie toward others because of judgement.
It's a horrible feeling to lie I don't know but I just don't like it. They were asking do you drive now? Did you graduate and got your degree? Do you work part time and help your siblings? And in every question my answer was a yes but in reality it's a no. It just breaks my heart that every year goes by I'm feeling like I'm just failing and failing in life. I just don't know what to do
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I lost my mother just a year ago and my father few years ago, and their friends came to visit me and my siblings to pay respect. I just felt like a failure towards them because they were just concerned and just asking how do you guys live your life and financially wise. I felt like a failure because I'm already at an age where I'm supposed to get my life together and should be a functioning adult in society. Yet here I am living in someone shadow. I don't earn, I don't contribute, Im not standing on my two feet independent and being a capable person. I failed to overcome my fears. I didn't do the things I said out to do and top of that having to lie toward others because of judgement.
It's a horrible feeling to lie I don't know but I just don't like it. They were asking do you drive now? Did you graduate and got your degree? Do you work part time and help your siblings? And in every question my answer was a yes but in reality it's a no. It just breaks my heart that every year goes by I'm feeling like I'm just failing and failing in life. I just don't know what to do
#inspiration
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