I want to get back on track again I just want to start off…
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I want to get back on track again
I just want to start off by saying I'm really grateful to actually get this job because I've beeb looking for one for almost a whole year. I left my job because it was toxic for my mental health and I had that numb feeling of my life feeling like I had no purpose. During those months that I was unemployed I still had that feeling because I was anxious to get a job because I had little savings.
Recently I was finally able to start my own niche of business but I wasn't getting any customers at all so I was earning zwro but I kept applying for jobs but at that point I didn't even care because I was so happy
Then two weeks later a call came that I got the job I know i should be happy but I'm not, that nagging feeling of going back to work is starting to take a toll on me because I have to work again. Great thing is that it's remote but I feel like the job is too much of a responsibility.
I'm scared that I won't be able to make time for my own business anymore, that I'll be consumed by work again and be unhappy. I guess I feel that way because my previous job felt like that. But it's not like I can walk away from it just because of how I feel, I'd be sabotaging myself.
I don't know, I guess I'm just really scared because I don't know what to expect. Has anyone ever felt that way? that dread of having to go to work?
The pay ia nice, amazing benefits but i came to realize what's money if I'm not happy?
I feel like there so much more to life than working you know? Anyway, if you've ever experienced something similar how we're you able to fix that? what did you have to do to get back on track again and lock in?
#inspiration
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I just want to start off by saying I'm really grateful to actually get this job because I've beeb looking for one for almost a whole year. I left my job because it was toxic for my mental health and I had that numb feeling of my life feeling like I had no purpose. During those months that I was unemployed I still had that feeling because I was anxious to get a job because I had little savings.
Recently I was finally able to start my own niche of business but I wasn't getting any customers at all so I was earning zwro but I kept applying for jobs but at that point I didn't even care because I was so happy
Then two weeks later a call came that I got the job I know i should be happy but I'm not, that nagging feeling of going back to work is starting to take a toll on me because I have to work again. Great thing is that it's remote but I feel like the job is too much of a responsibility.
I'm scared that I won't be able to make time for my own business anymore, that I'll be consumed by work again and be unhappy. I guess I feel that way because my previous job felt like that. But it's not like I can walk away from it just because of how I feel, I'd be sabotaging myself.
I don't know, I guess I'm just really scared because I don't know what to expect. Has anyone ever felt that way? that dread of having to go to work?
The pay ia nice, amazing benefits but i came to realize what's money if I'm not happy?
I feel like there so much more to life than working you know? Anyway, if you've ever experienced something similar how we're you able to fix that? what did you have to do to get back on track again and lock in?
#inspiration
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