I am stiff, cold, and the movements of my body seem…
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I am stiff, cold, and the movements of my body seem autistic-adjacent
Recently I joined a new group of friends and as always people engage well with one another unlike me. I am not left out nor ignored, but I never show my "funny" or empathetic personality. Conversations remain always on a surface level because I know I don't make people feel at ease! If I had to talk to someone like me I'd hate it as well. My brain is constantly on alert and vigilant mode when I am around peole and it makes me result slow and stupid too.
Another thing I hate about myself is that my movements are not fluid, they're kinda robot-ey and I hate to see myself in videos. If I saw someone moving around like me I'd think that person is autistic but I am not, I don't even have Asparger's (I did tests and professional diagnosies).
I don't know why there are so many things wrong about me! I just want to be a chill person like everyone else...
Has anyone else ever felt like this? What can I do ?
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Recently I joined a new group of friends and as always people engage well with one another unlike me. I am not left out nor ignored, but I never show my "funny" or empathetic personality. Conversations remain always on a surface level because I know I don't make people feel at ease! If I had to talk to someone like me I'd hate it as well. My brain is constantly on alert and vigilant mode when I am around peole and it makes me result slow and stupid too.
Another thing I hate about myself is that my movements are not fluid, they're kinda robot-ey and I hate to see myself in videos. If I saw someone moving around like me I'd think that person is autistic but I am not, I don't even have Asparger's (I did tests and professional diagnosies).
I don't know why there are so many things wrong about me! I just want to be a chill person like everyone else...
Has anyone else ever felt like this? What can I do ?
#relationships
source
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