how to stop having bad thoughts? Assalamualaikum, I'll get…
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how to stop having bad thoughts?
Assalamualaikum, I'll get straight to the point because at this point I'm getting desperate. I'm turning 19 in a bit and for as long as I can remember, I've had suicidal thoughts. Not a single day goes by where I don't think about ending it but the only reason that prevents me from actually doing anything is because I don't want to live through a second hell. My life already is hell in itself and knowing that no mercy awaits me in the afterlife if I act on my thoughts has stopped me multiple times. I live in a brown household and my parents don't believe in mental health issues. The last time my mum found out that I was hurting myself, she told me that I deserved to be in a mental hospital and everyone in the house gave me the silent treatment. I just want to be heard. I don't know what else to do. I pray five times a day including tahajjud but I'm losing hope. I have no purpose in life. I just want to stop feeling this way. I feel horrible.
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Assalamualaikum, I'll get straight to the point because at this point I'm getting desperate. I'm turning 19 in a bit and for as long as I can remember, I've had suicidal thoughts. Not a single day goes by where I don't think about ending it but the only reason that prevents me from actually doing anything is because I don't want to live through a second hell. My life already is hell in itself and knowing that no mercy awaits me in the afterlife if I act on my thoughts has stopped me multiple times. I live in a brown household and my parents don't believe in mental health issues. The last time my mum found out that I was hurting myself, she told me that I deserved to be in a mental hospital and everyone in the house gave me the silent treatment. I just want to be heard. I don't know what else to do. I pray five times a day including tahajjud but I'm losing hope. I have no purpose in life. I just want to stop feeling this way. I feel horrible.
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