why does fears and failures of the past keeps a person same for years?
I just feel deep down it's my fears and past failures that I keep holding onto that has kept me the same version of myself for years and years. Even time to time, I keep telling myself lying has not gotten you anywhere but only has made life miserable.. because for many time now I've lied to others yeah I finally learned driving. Yeah I finally have a proper job. Yeah I finally finished college when in reality I have not achieved none of those goals. But for the sake of judgement and critism, I lied but it makes me so miserable and I somewhat hate it that I lie. I don't know when I'll ever experience true happiness and fulfillment or confidence that I'm starving to get. Stupid fears and failures of past has kept me stuck and unable to take actions. #inspiration source