Is it worth it? So I’ve gotten pretty close with a girl at…
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Is it worth it?
So I’ve gotten pretty close with a girl at work. I basically let her know I liked her by leaving chocolate on her desk and she finally started reciprocating the interest. She’s a masc lesbian and I’m bisexual and more feminine, so I wanted to make it obvious I was interested in her. We’re both temporarily interning at the same company but in different departments. Anyways, I like her and have gotten to know her better but I’ve noticed some red flags. I’ve only been in one relationship before with a guy where I was cheated on but I didn’t let her know that. I simply told her, he just didn’t treat me how I wanted so I ended it. Wellll, she’s told me about her past love and it’s kinda frustrating because she seems still in love with her. Here’s the story: my crush worked at a restaurant two jobs ago and a lady, let’s call her Amy, would flirt with her and do things that made my crush think she was interested. Also Amy was a boss at the restaurant. And she was 7 years older so she was 26 while my crush was 19. Oh and Amy had a bum boyfriend. Anyways, my crush told me she knew it was love after a few months and she told Amy who didn’t feel the same. The last time they hung out was last October on a cabin trip. See tht throws me off too because why is Amy hanging with 20-23 year old girls on trips. (My crush is now 23 and Amy is 30). But my crush told me she was no longer in love with Amy. Well me being a creep I went to check my crushes following and she still had Amy on TikTok and insta. And I though it weird since she told me Amy basically rejected her. Welll I found an account on TikTok my crush followed that posted poems. I used context clues and found out the poem account was actually her own. And she posted something on there a week-two after we started talking saying “maybe one day I’ll tell you how I’ve felt. One day when we can both look back and laugh about it. But for now as long as you are laughing and smiling I can bear it.” And there was a collage of unrequited love poems in the post. It sounds to me like she didn’t tell Amy her feelings.. and one time we were on a phone call and out of nowhere she said “I’m sad” and I asked why and she let me know that one of her childhood friends had unfolded her everywhere. And she said “I miss her we used to be bad together” and when I asked if they dated she said “no but it was a homoerotic sort of vibe and she was lowkey gay.” You see, they grew up in religious households and most of her friends back then were from the same church but she sort of stopped going to church when she came out as lesbian but she had told me her friend was becoming more religious as they aged. And that they had plans to run away together. Idk and she’s also mentioned her crushed from past jobs to me before and they’re all old white women. We’re Hispanic. So it just makes me feel like I’m definitely not her type and she texts me often and calls but idk it doesn’t feel like something I want to trust completely and I’m scared. Thoughts?
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So I’ve gotten pretty close with a girl at work. I basically let her know I liked her by leaving chocolate on her desk and she finally started reciprocating the interest. She’s a masc lesbian and I’m bisexual and more feminine, so I wanted to make it obvious I was interested in her. We’re both temporarily interning at the same company but in different departments. Anyways, I like her and have gotten to know her better but I’ve noticed some red flags. I’ve only been in one relationship before with a guy where I was cheated on but I didn’t let her know that. I simply told her, he just didn’t treat me how I wanted so I ended it. Wellll, she’s told me about her past love and it’s kinda frustrating because she seems still in love with her. Here’s the story: my crush worked at a restaurant two jobs ago and a lady, let’s call her Amy, would flirt with her and do things that made my crush think she was interested. Also Amy was a boss at the restaurant. And she was 7 years older so she was 26 while my crush was 19. Oh and Amy had a bum boyfriend. Anyways, my crush told me she knew it was love after a few months and she told Amy who didn’t feel the same. The last time they hung out was last October on a cabin trip. See tht throws me off too because why is Amy hanging with 20-23 year old girls on trips. (My crush is now 23 and Amy is 30). But my crush told me she was no longer in love with Amy. Well me being a creep I went to check my crushes following and she still had Amy on TikTok and insta. And I though it weird since she told me Amy basically rejected her. Welll I found an account on TikTok my crush followed that posted poems. I used context clues and found out the poem account was actually her own. And she posted something on there a week-two after we started talking saying “maybe one day I’ll tell you how I’ve felt. One day when we can both look back and laugh about it. But for now as long as you are laughing and smiling I can bear it.” And there was a collage of unrequited love poems in the post. It sounds to me like she didn’t tell Amy her feelings.. and one time we were on a phone call and out of nowhere she said “I’m sad” and I asked why and she let me know that one of her childhood friends had unfolded her everywhere. And she said “I miss her we used to be bad together” and when I asked if they dated she said “no but it was a homoerotic sort of vibe and she was lowkey gay.” You see, they grew up in religious households and most of her friends back then were from the same church but she sort of stopped going to church when she came out as lesbian but she had told me her friend was becoming more religious as they aged. And that they had plans to run away together. Idk and she’s also mentioned her crushed from past jobs to me before and they’re all old white women. We’re Hispanic. So it just makes me feel like I’m definitely not her type and she texts me often and calls but idk it doesn’t feel like something I want to trust completely and I’m scared. Thoughts?
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