Moment: What a month when my ⛽ gas bill came… I fell completely silent for a few seconds. The bill was higher than expected, and at that time my pocket was not strong enough to pay it easily. I was just looking at the paper, as if we had no surf number… pressure written on it.
Feeling: That day I really felt that money is not for surf extras… It is for the basic things — like keeping the house warm, eating bananas, living a normal life. If there is no money, even these simple things become difficult… and that was the moment when I realized that money = survival.
Downplay: I explained to myself with the usual tone that "everyone's bills come, it's no big deal" I didn't tell anyone how much tension was building inside... Because log editors say this is normal, and I also wanted to look normal.
Feeling: There was a mixed feeling inside... a little tension 😟, a little tension, but at the same time a determination 💪 Even if it's difficult to cut, I will manage the situation. Tagg