Never open a book, that will insult your intellectual interest… understand it, learn, and be educated… you maybe savage sometimes but it will always regulates you… and bring you back into your senses…
I used to be an avid reader of many things but for a few years now reading requires intense concentration to focus my eyes and basically took all the enjoyment from reading a good book. :(
A good books will always feed your cells .. I’m sorry for your eyes ., any vitamins for that? Maybe you can try to use optein or Lutein pills ., it’s good for the eyes ..
Medical reasons. This is why you don't see me talk a lot here. I have to bob and tilt my head around to be able to see things good enough to read them. An eye-stroke I had a few months ago worsened things even more,