Hey, I hope all will going well!
You can´t control life itself...life happens.
Believe in you!
Yeah, I think you CAN think for yourself. Education in Scool or College is not all - I know a lot of people with college degrees who are really stupid.
And to live in a trailer park is nothing to be ashamed of. You have a home and a family and that´s all you need. To have not much money doesn´t say anything about you as a person.
You can make this! I believe in you!