2. I think it's in my personality, i don't know how i became like this but when i was in love i give my best because the attraction i feel for him was beyond everything and i feel pleasure in doing it.
3. I remember when I waited for his text to come and i waited for him to show live me too, although he didn't love me the way i loved the way, that's why it was painful but that's my love which force me to show myself more and more but my love in his eyes like he can't see this or can't feel it and that's suck me.
4. I learned one thing that i should be balanced even in loving someone, although I didn't have control but i should learn to have control, now i realized that there's my self respect too which should be my first priority and which he insulted the most. I felt sad but i learned at least from that experience of doing love too.
POV: I've two thumb on left hand that's why my picture is like that.