This isn't participation; it's a confession, allowing me to feel lighter by sharing my unsaid words.
>If I could go back to the day my relationship/friendship ended, this is what I’d say to my ex
I regret not being the person you needed. Losing you felt like losing myself. Though it pains me to see you with another, life continues. I wish I could have been the man you deserved. You were right; my unhealthy state prevented me from being a supportive partner. I dismissed your tears and boundaries, unable to make the changes strong men embrace. I still drink to forget you and cling to old habits, prioritizing my ego over our relationship. It's too late for apologies now that you've found happiness without me ofc. I still miss the innocent girl who loved me despite my flaws, hoping to change me, but my ego prevailed. Sorry Zoya!!😔