I’m really sorry you’re going through this. It’s so clear how much love and care you have for your parents, and that’s incredibly beautiful. It’s a really tough balance between taking care of them and also taking care of yourself. Finding a job away might help you feel more stable, but it’s also okay to want to be close and support them in these hard moments. They are not getting any younger, spend more time with them as much as you can. Sending you so much strength and warmth
Also, I hope you read the rules again, it is supposed to be commented not posted.