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My heart was really hurting and the pain was very deep. Some lessons in life are so heavy that they cannot even be explained in words, they are only felt. Recently, something said by someone very close to me hurt me deeply, and I felt truly heartbroken. Even though I stayed quiet, the pain stayed inside me and kept reminding me how much it hurt.

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As I mentioned before, my family is large numbered and everyone is far with their families/jobs and busy with what life brings and needs...
Am living with my parents ( since I didn't find any "honorable" job) and I see how they both are fading day after day for years.

Since couple weeks , things start to go faster and weakness hit harder Wich is hurting me to witness it.
Not complaining, am actually happy am with them, regardless my situation. My brother is near , he is helping too.

It's more painfully to not show your pain and tell your sisters. After all, girls are better than boys in such situations.
It would hurt them more than myself, and would ruin their lives.

The worse part, what if I get a job away from the home !?
Should I take it and fix my life and drop my parents ?!
I would sacrifice my self till they are gone. And this also hurts.

Don't have anyone on mind to mention, can't think anymore
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